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Anyways, I thought the movie Unfaithful was supposed to be good - sorry to say, I thought it really wasn't.

Other than this fantastic update, I really have nothing more to say. Still wasting my hours with TV shows, being notably enthused about season six of Desperate Housewives - what an improvement!!

And oh yes, my laptop has gotten a makeover - it's zebra now! Will post pics soon!

xoxo

Anytime I sit down to study, my eyes wander over to the shelves in my room, the little lamp or the small coffee table. And I always think I should do something with my room, but always forget to do it. I am actually (for the most part) satisfied in my room, but after living here for a year or so, I would love to add a few nice details to make it more my own. Here's my ideas:

• small candles in glass jars
• a pile of magazines on my coffee table and then my laptop on top of it all
• small photo prints of New York and/or London, hung in simple, inexpensive frames.

Any more ideas? I'd greatly appreciate them!

xoxo

Dear everybody, I am ready to write again. I need a creative outlet, and I think writing is the way to go. But what should I write? Please help me!

Just now, I went back through my archive to my first (and only) fanfic, New York City Boy (set after the series finale of Queer as Folk). This was such a weird experience, since I actually liked it! I usually write something only to delete it a day or two later.

But what should I write? I have an interesting fanfiction in my head right now, but I think to watch a show that will be new for me, yet resonate emotionally just like QaF did. I know, mission impossible.

Now, off to writing!

Oh, and to my LJ friends, I have some exciting news! If you'd like, go to my blog and win a combo of the books Pride & Prejudice & Zombies and Sense & Sensibility & Sea Monsters. The giveaway is open to UK, US, New Zealand and Canada! :)

xoxo

Chill Pill is definitely what I need right now. I am sick and tired of being the one who will suffer the stress instead of everyone else. In my relationship, with my friends... There are people who find it so easy to just be cool and chill out momentarily, but apparently, I'm not one of them. And I should be.

Too bad I'm such a hopeless romantic.

First of all, I would like to thank everyone who replied to my last post... I was really debating whether I should kill my LJ account, but everyone needs a place to vent and share ideas and knowing there are people who will actually read mine makes me very happy. :)

All in all, I'm okay. There has been some exciting news in my life, the biggest possibly being that I started reviewing books! I started in September, and so far, I've built great relationships with authors and publishers, many of whom have been sending me review copies of books. I also started hosting giveaways on my blog, so if you feel like winning a free book, you should check out my blog. The current contest is international! :)

http://cunninghamfan.blogspot.com

Also, I have an exam tomorrow, and I am a little stressed since I have already failed it three times. But that's okay, I'll get it right eventually! :)

I am still involved with the GossipGirl forum, and I would love to welcome new members. At this point, I am also looking for staff, meaning moderators.

I think this would be enough for this post, but I am excited to be back on LiveJournal waves. Looking forward to your posts as well!

xoxo
Nikola

...is there anyone here who would actually read my journal if I kept writing it? I need to know if there is a point to all this. :) 

What the fuck?? It seems like the only time I turn to LJ is when I decide I'm a bit depressed and need to vent. Why do we always tend to share only the worst stuff in our lives? That's just too weird.

Anyways, I am stuck in a rut. I broke up with my boyfriend, simply because it wasn't working out and because we were so different. Not different in that we-compliment-each-other way. Different in the sense that if I stayed with him, it would not be soon before he really started bothering me. I'm a head-in-the-clouds Pisces, he's a hands-on Capricorn. And although I do not believe in horoscope, it sure as hell comes handy when you need to convince yourself something you've done is right.

Also, exams, exams, exams. When will it all be over?? As Rihanna would say, I don't wanna do this anymore. I just wanna transfer abroad. Know of any good scolarships?

Finally, how do you say to your mother to mind her own business? There's no ncie way, I guess.

Again, I seem to not be able to sleep. This surely has something to do with the fact that my boyfriend of 3 months has recently moved to my neighborhood, so I've been seeing a lot more of him, usually until morning. It's no wonder my sleeping habits got all crazy.

So, I'm in bed, unable to sleep, and I'm thinking I'd write a comeback blog post for all of you to enjoy. It's not that I was too busy to write. I just wasn't feeling like it. Life hasn't been so great recently. There is constant tension in the family - my dad often chooses not to talk to me,which is very mature. Also, I feel a strong need to travel somewhere. See, travel for me is more of a need than just something I like to do from time to time. I really need to go to a big city somewhere abroad and just breathe fresh air, sip coffee, walk around and be myself.

The relationship is going well. It's not a relationship of my dreams, but it's satisfactory (which I have troubles accepting). To put it shortly and bluntly, he is a great guy, but I just need to fall for someone head over heels. This didn't really happen. He offered me stability which I've never had in a relationship, but I need more than that. I need someone who is into literature, who is not afraid to be a bit silly, someone at least a little bit like me. It's hard to put it into words, and I'm sorry for not being able to explain it clearly, but it's been taking a toll on me. On the other hand, there are great moments which make me not want it to end. The problem is, I am quite sure I will at some point really fall in love with someone else, and then it's gonna get ugly. If you have any advice for me, please share. I swear I'm not a bad person, I'm just very confused.

School is ridiculous. It's gotten boring and ugly. I have 5 exams to take care of this September, and I am pretty much scared. :) It seems like that they don't really value people who are able to think, love reading and have enthusiasm. On the contrary, it seems that the GPA is all they can think about. Ridiculous, if you ask me.

Good news is, I'm going to the seaside in three days. My bff and I are gonna soak in the sun and swim in Bulgaria for ten fabulous days, so make sure you say hi if you're there! :D

Anyways, it's good to be back. Catching up with my LJ buddies is gonna take a while, bear with me. Also, if MySpace is your thing message me and let me know your URL so we can be buddies.

xoxo

Hey everyone! I just wanna say I'm so sorry I haven't been posting for some time, but now I'm back for good! Gonna try and post an extra long post tomorrow!

Cheers,
Nikola.

• 12:37 Up... Why do I always sleep late!? #

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• 00:28 About to go to bed, gonna wake up early tomorrow and just get a head start! #
• 09:13 Hey guys, good morning! So, I've found this blog www.zenhabits.net and decided to wake up earlier from now on - craving coffee badly! #
• 21:11 Back from the theatre, saw a horrible show, didn't stick aroun for act two. #

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• 03:51 Just back from my bf, we celebrated our 1 month anniversary w/ QaF & smooching. Off to bed, sweet dreams! #
• 16:09 Off to school! #
• 21:46 New post, about netiquette and mirandasings08! tinyurl.com/ca4lvy #

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• 01:27 Studying. Gross. #
• 10:27 About to goto school, yay! #
• 17:29 Gonna take a nap and then write a new post when I wake up - got several ideas, will think about it! :) #

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• 02:24 Watched Madonna's 'Confessions Tour' with boyfriend and he fell asleep in my lap, aww...About to go to bed, see you guys 2morrow + new post! #
• 15:51 About to watch Queer as Folk w/ boyfriend, post coming soon! :) #
• 21:54 Chilling, getting ready to study later... #
• 22:23 Exploring some great blogs... :) #
• 23:27 New post - it's about child stars! What are your favorites? tinyurl.com/clbq4d #

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• 03:08 In bed with boyfriend, after watching Desperate Housewives marathon. ^_^ #

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• 14:01 I'm up... Gonna update my blog soon! :) #
• 15:24 OMG, I have a new post about being a bitch! tinyurl.com/cu3enl #
• 16:38 All the stores are closed. It's ridiculous. #
• 18:53 Chilling with friends ^_^ #

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• 02:15 'Les Chansons D'Amour (aka Love Songs)' was AMAZING! I <3* Louis Garrel. #
• 02:43 In bed, nighty-night everyone! #
• 14:46 Good morning! Check out my new post about musicals here: tinyurl.com/dlt7v2 #
• 21:07 Ooh a huge debate on my Miss Bimbo blog post! Care to join in? tinyurl.com/d7tx9h #
• 22:49 About to watch RENT, yay! :) #

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• 16:38 Link: Fear of the Unknown tumblr.com/xfp1oeu8k #
• 00:00 About to watch 'Les Chansons d'Amour', looks like a great movie! Excited! #

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• 03:08 posted ANOTHER post on my new blog, I'm on a roll... check it out! tinyurl.com/d7tx9h #
• 12:47 Link: See what I have to say about Miss Bimbo @ VV. :) tumblr.com/xfp1o55g8 #

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• 14:29 Photo: this is pretty awesome! :) DIRECTIONS: - Go to Google image search. - Type in your answer to each... tumblr.com/xfp1nwzp8 #
• 14:37 Video: One of my favorite scenes from ‘Love and Other Disasters’. :D tumblr.com/xfp1nx0za #
• 22:38 Link: viciousworld. - Hey guys, I’ve just started a blog, which I need to promote ASAP. I’ve already got one... tumblr.com/xfp1nzz8q #

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